I am going to be completely honest with you in this post...
I am struggling deeply.
When I first started this blog, my goal was to be positive and helpful. To try to make this internet world a little bit brighter. But the main focus is that I wanted to be real with anyone who reads this. And sometimes being real means letting it all out.
So with me being real here, I am going to be honest with you. I have been struggling a lot for a long time. Today though, it just became too much and I broke. Even now, as I type this up, I am still feeling broken.
I do not want to spill the tiny details with y'all because I just believe that is getting too real with you all, and sometimes, I just want to keep that to myself.
The point to this blog post is multiple things. The first being just to let anyone who reads this that I am alive and still blogging, even though I have not been following my schedule at all. The second thing is to open up a little more with y'all. And the third and final thing is to inform you, the reader, that I am struggling.
Why should you care? Because when I struggle, I lose all sort of drive or focus-hence why this blog has kind of taken a backseat. I am struggling emotionally, physically-with 12+ hr days, but worse of all spiritually-wondering many things and that is where it is hurting the most.
I want everyone who reads this to know that because the more people who know that I am struggling-the more reason I have to get back steady on my feet.
With this, I just ask that you be patient with me, and let me get my bearings again. I promise I am trying and I cannot wait to be back writing again.
"Struggles are required in order to survive (and thrive!) in life, because in order to stand you you've gotta know what falling down is like."
"If it scares you, it might be a good thing..."